do over.

I wish there was such a thing.  I’ve made so many mistakes lately, I can’t even count.

And big ones.

I’ve done everything I could to mess up the person I want to be, and the person I want to look back on.  This is not the life I planned for myself, and this is not the person I planned on being. Not even close.  I can’t recall myself as a little girl thinking, “Gee, I hope I turn out to be a drunk, slutty slacker when I’m older!”

I have no motivation anymore, and no true happiness. I’m very stuck, and to put it plainly, I’m very sad.

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